August

She was the one that brought out the best in me.
A side I never thought I had.
I miss the short time that we had. Her touch was I all I ever needed. Her lips pressed against mine.
A feeling that I will never forget.
Her eyes are that of a shooting star, always falling into mine.
That one month of August that I will never forget.
She has a piece of my heart with her.
I will never forget Her persona, as it lit up my once empty heart.
As I lay alone in the dark of the night.
I know that I will never feel a love quite like hers.
Forever in my thoughts, a lost love that will now never be.

"Reckless Dark Desires"

I get sick and tired of all their happy faces

Their laughter irritates

Pushing me down into nothingness

Pounding at my head

Ripping it apart

Cheating, lying sacks of shit

My desires of choking the life out of you

Dark are the thoughts of this man

Desires of death to you all

Used and abused

Lying in flith 

Decaying before my eyes

I'm dying inside

Killing my self slowing

My desires are dark

Reckless I have become

Dark are my thoughts

Your a friend?

Fuck you...

What do you mean?

Fuck you....

Vent out your words to make you feel better...

Fuck you....

Changes come and changes go...

Just like pain

Drunk in hate

Your face I'll make waste

Reckless are my actions

Dark are my words

Desires of you...dead.

"Gone"

I write when the pain strikes my heart

I write when I feel like I've died inside

I wirte as I cry my feelings away

I write as my love is stripped from me

Words I write are the lost thoughts of my soul

Lost everytime I search for you

Voices of the past 

Haunt and destroy me

I wrote this as I died

I wrote this when you lied

Solitude is all I have now

Solitude is my only friend now

Solitude will be with me till the end.

"Blue"

Beauty that over whelms the senses

Eyes that can capture your soul

Lips that make you beg for a taste

This woman is like no other

Next to her

No one else can even compare

So Perfect

So Divine 

There is no one else this fine

Blue your so electrifying  

Your skin alone 

takes me high up above me

An angel to some

But a Goddess to me.

"Distance"

I still love you no matter how far you are,

                                       I never realize our hopes & dreams.

Never stop to think how much we could have achieved.

I was lost in lust & forever gone in my mind,

                                       Your so distant and you'll never return.

I'm dead inside without you.

               Forever in a distance we remain far apart.

"The Nameless"

I still believe that regardless what you may think of me...

  There is still something in your heart that calls out my name...

Why did we choose our different paths?

      Why did we deceived our minds? 

I dream of that night we shared the same body...

     How can we forget the way I kissed you?

I remembered like if it just happened...

    But you forgot me the moment you left....

I still care about you even though you may hate me...

    Remember the good times that we shared...

And don't you ever forget that I'm here.

"UnReal"

Your voice

As soft as it is

Makes my heart skip

Your smile

One and only

Makes my day

Your talent for excellence

Draws me towards you 

Nervous is how I get

As you walk towards me

Utter one word

And I freeze

As crazy as it sounds

You are an amazing woman

From your beautiful face

to your amazing legs

You will always be 

An angel to me

Sing on my fair haired siren

Unreal these feeling has become

But real are my words to you

You mean the world to someone

To me.

"Angel"

Lips so kissable

Its a sin not to touch them

Eyes so deep

Oceans can't compare how deep they are

Skin so soft

As soft as angle's wings

And not even silk can compare to your touch

So bright that the sun can't match the flare that she has when she smiles

The curves that shape her body can and will drive the dogs that men can be wild with desire

To be with this goddess is a blessing indeed

never a frown on her face

Her smile is all I want to see in my life

And never a frown on her face.

"Gorgeous"

Your Smile 

Melts my heart away

Your eyes

Has the power to dominate 

Your a beauty

Is so rare and so divine

Nothing can compare to how Gorgeous 

You are to the world

Your dreams 

Can and will come true

Because they are nothing but at an arms reach

Follow through with your wishes

And a reality will come to each and every one of them

Nothing that you can think of 

Will be impossible 

Gorgeous is what you are

Gorgeous is what you are bless with

When I look at you.

" Mrs. Sin"

Your smile

As wicked as it may seems

It brings me down to my knees 

Your eyes draw me in for the kill

All in all of a quick thrill

Slowly you undress

In front of me

Showing 

Everything that you hide

Giving me a peek of what's to come

Kissing your body from head to toe

Tasting every inch of you

Pleasing the Sin of lust

Loving you with every thrust

Kissing you with a passionate heart

There is nothing hotter than your back arching

As you scream in Ecstasy. 

"Captured"

Fell in love with something that will never be

I Lost myself in someone that I will never be with

Her distant smile can still take me back

To the days when we where young

I followed her through thick and thin

I never questioned her love

Never doubted her friendship

Our passion was far beyond normal

No one will ever understand

Why I fell in love with you

Even though your life is coming to a completion 

My mind has wander away 

Secretly still loving you from a far

I miss you

You gave my life a propose when you were around

But now I have no where to turn

I have no one

Alone I will never be as strong

As I was when you were close to me

Your voice

Your touch

Your eyes

Kept me under a spell of happiness

With that taken away I am nothing

Left in my ruins

A king of nothing.

"No Love"

There is never enough love for us all

Always the hate that consumes us from inside

Never will this world be at peace

If we keep this up

No amount of money can bring you love

You can buy it, but it will never be the same

As what a true heart can show you

No love is what I have for this world

With it's people that have no heart or compassion

If everything were to end I would try to make amends

But I won't promise that I'll forgive you

But I'll promise that everything will be alright.

"Emerald Eyes"

Those Emerald eyes

Are what bring me to my knees

A smile that soothes the soul

Where did this angel come from?

I long for someone as beautiful 

As you 

Your a blessing on GOD's green earth

Your a gift to this world

Your soft looking skin

Seems like if made from silk

Your golden hair

Shines like the sun

If I were to ever

Fall in love

I hope it's with 

You...

Emerald eyes...

"Far Away Love"

The years that I look back on

    They bring tears of joy

The friendship that we had

     The things that we have gone through

Will never be forgotten 

     Even if we are thousands of miles away

I feel you in my heart

    I hope that you still feel the same

Each passing day

      Every other thought is of you

And they times that we had

      So far away

beyond my reach

     But forever close to my heart.

"Need to Feel"

I just want feel you 

In my arms

I need to feel you 

In my heart

You are everything

To me

You mean everything 

To my heart

Emotions of what I feel

You are the cause

Smile once more

Because every time you do

I fall more in for you

Who are you?

Your my everything.

"The Face Of Divinely"

If Heaven were on earth, You would be a living example

If beauty were a person, It would be you

If smiles were made out of gold, Yours would shine the brightest

My heart races at the sight of you

Your the reason why the sun come up in the morning 

And why the moon glows so beautifully at night

A woman like no other

A queen of perfection

A smile that can turn a cold heart, into a warmer place

A creation like no other

The finest of the divineness.

"Butter Fly Wings"

When I saw you 

for the first time

My heart was jumping

my eyes were glued

to your every curve

Your smile stole my breath

your voice held me in your grasp 

Willing to make you happy at any cost

You were my angel in shimmering light

I worship your every word

your every step

Your lips soft like clouds

your skin smooth like silk

your eyes glow like stars in the dark night

with wings to take me away to heaven

Your

my butter fly 

my angel in disguise

my love 

my one and only.

"Reborn"

The moon rose

High above my head

Lighting up my way

Showing me my future

Has death taken me?

Darkness surrounds me

But yet the only light shines

Far beyond my reach

I felt warmth

And safe 

In this darkness

The light 

Kept me sane

The voice of the unfamiliar

Called me

Son

Don't wander in the perils of darkness

Be one and carry the light

And all that surrounds you  

Will be blessed

Friends

Even

Enemies 

Will be all and the same

Forgive your self 

And others

We are all not as perfect 

As the earth is round

But we all have to go through the trials 

That are thrown at us

Live 

Enjoy 

Past and future love

Sex is a wonderful thing

But don't enjoy it more than

The moment that your living in it

Forgive

Love

Care

This heart has seen the the light

I died this morning

But only to be reborn again.

So don't be sad

I will always be here

Your love

Your Savoir

I am the king of my world

And all because

I was reborn.

"Passio Domini nostri Jesu Christi, merita Beatae Mariae Virginis et omnium sanctorum, quidquid boni feceris vel mali sustinuer"

I think is time for my release

Time for me to be at ease

Peace is upon me

Time be me

We lose from time to time

We die everyday

I feel like its time for me to stand my ground

And push forward 

New times 

New life

Even in death

I can't find happiness

The few friends I have

Are good to me

But my burden 

Is no longer theirs to hold

I've been a bad friend

They will no longer feel my pain

I will leave them be

I will 

find

My 

Absolution 

I will walk down

From my shit filled throne

I will now longer write my words

Of sadness,Death, love or life

My words have killed, hurt, and lost

I'm sorry my friends

I have to go

I have to be away

And alone I will face 

The hand that fate has dealt

My Absolution 

is to be alone to die alone

I never want to hurt anyone ever again

I will leave you now

With my words

Of truth

you may never be happy

Till you find your other half

 May it be:

Love

Hate

Money

Sex

Lust

What ever May come

Absolution

May my Purgatory

Be a safe haven

For my soul

May the light of our father

guide me

To another life

My Absolution

And I,

His unworthy writer,

I've lost the virtue of the authority

that was committed to me,

absolve me and declare me absolved of my sins

in the name of the Father,

and of the Son,

and of the Holy Ghost,

Amen.

9/11

10 years ago lives were lost. Hope was shattered and peace broke into war. We share the same pain even though it may have not been a direct lost but it was a shared pain. A blow that changed a skyline forever. Today we remember what was lost and together we look forward to a brighter future for our children. Standing side by side as equals, No matter our color or religious beliefs. God bless not just America the beautiful but the world as a whole.